OK why is it that I am 22 years old and still have to wade through a pile of DRAMA to maintain friendships??? I'm so ready to go out and just find a batch of new friends. It seems like the people I have been closest to over the years are the ones that bring the most drama my way! Why is it so difficult?! Come on, we're adults and we have our own lives and own things going on- wouldn't it be a whole lot easier to cut the crap and end the drama??

Determined

So, today I was on myspace and updating my 'mood' status. I was thinking about how I'm bogged down right now but as I was skimming the options, 'bogged down' didn't seem appropriate. Life is SO good... I may be putting in 50+ hours and have way too many things to do, but I'm HAPPY... I may be anxious and worried about how things will turn out, but I have so many things to rejoice in at the same time. I chose 'determined' instead and had a crazy realization moment where I realized just as I can choose my posted mood from a scrolly list, I can likewise 'choose' my mood today! I can be determined to make this work and be happy instead of dwelling on my situation and accepting 'bogged down' as my fate.