Who am I supposed to be?

I got a new job yesterday! When I went to put in my 2 weeks though, my boss said "Oh Kaylen! You're so good with the kids... give me a week or 2 to make it better!" Bleh...

The women supervising me have resorted to talking nasty about me behind my back. You have to love the maturity!



I've been so emotionally drained that it hurts. My heart hurts and my energy level lacks. I'm really behind in school. I have the drive to succeed and do a good job, but no drive to make it happen.



I'm still trying to convince myself that my brother is truly gone. And figure out what my life looks like now, without him. It's so much to process! I want to do good in his memory... but right now my heart is too broken to think of anything worthwhile.



Anyways.... that's me.... and God is good!



This is the memorial picture we put in the funeral programs: